Absence

I told myself that when I started this blog I would be diligent about posting something, if not everyday than at the very least every other day. I have failed. Not for reasons of being too lazy, nothing to write about or not enough time. Something else has taken me away but it's something I'm not ready to write about. To see it in black and white would only solidify a truth that is too devastating to bear right now. A truth I, we, are still trying to come to terms with. Its not sickness, drugs, death or divorce but equally as horrific. Our family is in a sense of turmoil and despair, grief and helplessness but at the same time we have bonded together and become stronger. We have quite a road in front of us but are determined to see it to the end. So my posts may be sporadic for awhile but I will try and keep them lighthearted because Lord knows Carson will still be Carson and continue to entertain with his mischievous self. It's actually a blessing during this time :)